I keep telling myself that vacation will be good for me.
Have I mentioned recently how tired I am? Of doing ALL the logistics? Of feeling like the only power I have is to say "No" (like I don't have power to effect any positive change I want to happen) and apparently on top of that I am really disinclined to want to say "No"?
Work isn't feeding me these days, and I know there are hard soul-searching questions it would be good for me to ask myself about what all I'm doing these days (not just in my paid job), and I know that I have fear around asking those questions 'cause I have fear around what the answers might be, and I know that probing those fears would be good...
