And i still wanna cry after watching it.
And just... guh.
In other news, i so totally have a topic for this Am. Lit. paper and am actually feeling intelligent.
I need more hugs and good food (especially vegetables) and comfort in my life.
I feel really competent, though, and not panicked, and i know i am surrounded by people who love me, and i have so much to look forward to, and Yelena wants me to proofread her paper this weekend and i lent her Mya's CD and really she's cool and i think we should hang out and i have/want to make plans to hang out with various other cool people i know, and i think i am going to go to Davis to get
that night you leaned over
and threw up into your hair
and i held you there thinking
i would offer you my pulse
if i thought it would be useful
i would give you my breath