October 1st, 2002

you think you know...

“She needs backup... Anya, Tara....”

So this morning i got up early to work on my Soc paper and when i came out of the bathroom i heard the bells. Who ever heard of Mountain Day being on a Monday, and with no Quad Riots preceding it? So i had the morning to veg (and take a nap) and do work. Then i went to the museum in the afternoon and helped clear out files. I change my mind about how much i like my job at least once or twice a day. I skipped the Tim Wise lecture on white privilege and eventually stopped sucking at being an English major and finished my Soc paper, which actually came out decently. I also did laundry. Why does the machine not want to take my OneCard?

Dude, Meredith is doing SIMS with people on her friends list (we take up 2 houses). I look so damn cool and am in a house with Amanda, Britta, Sarah, and of course the girl herself ‘cause she gets to be in both houses.

Oh, and Angie started a Firefly community.

Aw, i’m listening to my direct-from-TV soundtrack. I had forgotten how much cute dialogue there is within the songs. No wonder some of the songs seemed so short on the official soundtrack.

My computer was angry with me for most of the day, so i’m gonna do another defrag and virus scan. I also need to stop leaving it on all the time. Sigh. Also, my printer dislikes me.

I don’t know what i want. I feel unfulfilled or something. I think i feel directionless. Also, as my mother pointed out, i hate “playing by the rules” (i.e. research and papers and such because i have to, in a certain style, etc.). I keep saying “well i just have to make it through this week,” counting down to weekends or breaks or whatever, but i realized today that i’m never gonna have a break until i’m done. Winter Break, baby. So i need to just suck it up and make prioritized to-do lists and not procrastinate and basically make the most of my time here.

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