Elizabeth Scripturient (the delinquent, ecumenical (hermionesviolin) wrote,
Elizabeth Scripturient (the delinquent, ecumenical

Shit that freaks me out.

A friend, who from what little i've heard from him this summer is in a great relationship, has this in his AIM profile:

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
This hurts me. Not only because it implies that he used to feel like his life was a waste (and reminds me of how many times during the school year he did seem to feel that way) but also because it says that his life only has meaning because it revolves around this person. This is still denying that his life has any inherent meaning, which makes me sad because i know that he is a wonderful and amazing person. Plus, if your self-worth revolves around this one person, what happens when you break up? Oddly, i still don't know whether said boy reads my LJ or not. If he does, i would just like to say that he is wonderful and amazing in and of himself. And we need to talk.

Item number two is that a friend of a friend, who's only about 15 or 16, has an Internet boyfriend. They've been corresponding for 7 months and talk on the phone until 4:30 every morning every day. They've never met, but he has her address and they're going to get married. This is what i heard from my friend, whom she invited to the wedding. This scares me. On so many levels.

Okay, i am off to do things that don't require thought.

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