"oh apologies, no apologies"

I am at an awkward in between stage. I love Smith, but i’ve finally gotten settled in being back home, so the idea of going back is weird.

I have lots to do, but no motivation to do any of them. I have made myself a to-do list.

For various reasons, i will be saying goodbye to everyone at work one week before i actually return to Smith. This feels very strange.

I am sorting things out.