I had forgotten how wonderful and improving fresh air and being outside and walking can be. I realized that i'm almost always inside, usually sitting. I need to walk outside in the fresh air more often i think.
And as i was walking to the library i thought, "She's only a girl. Stop obsessing."
"I am only the girl who was in love with you."
But really, not all life has to be a saga. My life is good and i need to remember that and seek out the positive and the beautiful and the comforting and the empowering and not create all this drama and angst for myself.