That said...
Why can't i let things go? Why do i obsess so much? I decided i really didn't have a crush on her because i know almost nothing about her and there was lots i disliked and i couldn't think of anything i actually liked about her. So i was all "just move on, get over it" and yet twice now today i'm all angsty 'cause i feel like i'm being rejected, like she likes lots of other people but doesn't care about me at all. And i ask myself what is wrong with me, why do i care, why am i making such a big deal out of this? Why am i obsessing over stuff that doesn't mean anything, over a girl i thought i didn't like. School provides quite enough stress without me creating angst for myself. I am so messed up. If i went for a walk every time i felt like this i think i would never get any work done. Besides, it's almost dinner time.
